No matter how far I go, I return to the same point.

Zero. Simply nothing.

There's something missing.
Or shall I use the word "lost"?

Tired, and frustrated.

Hatred.
Annoyance.
Tediousness.

All these negative feelings are surrounding me.

Every time when I asked myself,
     "Why do I work so hard which seems that I am exhausting myself?"
My answer would be,
     "All are for building a brighter future."

That is quite a funny thing that people choose to sacrifice today's happiness for something called "future",
and it is more interesting that I am one of them while I am saying that they are stupid.

We sacrifice today's enjoyment because we need to prepare for tomorrow,
but then when tomorrow comes, the story repeats itself:
We sacrifice tomorrow's enjoyment because we need to prepare for the day after tomorrow.

Alright, it seems like I am chasing after nothing in this endless loop,
and the only benefit I can get is to lose some weight by keep on running day after day.

A nice chat. Once again, it proves that we do are Best Friends.

Although one may choose to leave,
there is something that he/she can never take away.

Thanks for giving me this lesson.

慎言。